People need changes in life... they need to change from bad to good...from good to best.. but sumtimes changes can be very painful. It is so painful it can make you mentally bleed.. I experience that
I got to go down and "changed" by the regime to do something that I assume can force me to quit. But thank God Almighty.. He had given me another chance in life and shook me from the darkness and the comfort that I had been going through and drag my out from my presumably deep sleep and my own created dream.
At the same time all my lies has been caught and was also brought back to my senses by another act of God. Leaving someone you love is a hard decision and at the same time trying to start fresh is hard to swallow. What more if its involves not only two individuals but also others. It is a shameful think to do but what else can I do? I do not have the options as others...
Yes I admit I am hurt inside, but let me be in Peace
Written at a Kopitiam somewhere in Shah Alam
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